FINALLY THE CTs are over!
So not looking forward to getting back my papers.
I screwed up my humanities and Amaths very badly.
Went bowling after the last paper with Ah Yan, Franky and Curly :D
We had a super fun time there
Laughed our ass off with some of the shots we made
I am the lousiest , Hope you know which is my score :D

















I learnt a few lessons over this past month or so:
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to love doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they have.
How i wish it could be like before.
How i wish i could tell you how i feel and what happened to me
How i wish that the word egg doesn't sting me anymore, instead make me feel warm and fuzzy once again.
How i wish when i do my FNN coursework, I will not have the heavy feeling in my chest as I take reference for the first 15 pages.
How i wish...but all these are only wishes, and wishes only comes on birthdays.
Baby, I miss you so much.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.

I open another of my old blog today
hahas, i know i break my promise lah, make my last blog dead again.
Went studying with my ER ZI today.
actually study not much, listen songs alot xD
I dunwan to flunk my science and maths TT
please, god. release a few hundred dogs into the school tomorrow to eat up the exam papers :D
I got nothing much to say today.

Have you ever loved someone so much, you will give up an arm for?
Not the expression, no,
Literally give a arm for
When she know that she is your heart
And you know you were her armor
And you will destroy anyone that would try to harm her
But what happens when karma, turns around and bites you
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
Its going to be the 16th soon, and i miss her so much
But she will never see it ):
I love you, I am sorry for the things I have done in the past. I don't expect you forgive me or anything.
But if you were willing to give me a chance, I will do whatever it takes.
I am using the last of my strength to try one last time tonight.
God bless me


I hope tomorrow will be a better day

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